NAME: Fuhsaz the goat (more rarely known as Fuhsaz of the Sunless Realms)AGE: Born in 1997TIMEZONE: GMT +1GENDER: Male (but I get flustered if you call me a good girl)SPECIES: Mostly goat, but I have some cervid features (eyes, tail, fur pattern)HEIGHT: 170Cm (excluding horns)WEIGHT: 70 KgFUR COLOR: Sierra blue (#BFDAF7 or #ADC8E3) and ghost white (#F8F8FF)HOOVES AND HORNS COLOR: Old lavander (#7A6672)EYES COLOR: Lime GreenEARS AND NOSE COLOR: Quartz rose (#F7CAC9)ORIENTATION: Pan/biWHEREABOUTS: Changes over time, I consider myself cosmopolitan, I travel a lot to meet my friends and I am trying to move permanently abroadPERSONALITY: My personality is quite abstruse. I juxtapose being silly, obstreperous, rambunctious and perpetually lost in reverie when I am alone with my loved ones, with being aloof, rather cold, rational and calculating the rest of the time.I keep my composure and analytical attitude even when I am apoplectic with anger or discombobulated, I maintain a stern and detached demeanor most of the time, making me de facto an overall unforgiving goat.It may seem axiomatic that I offer little in terms of kindness or affection given my previous statements, yet I encourage you not to think so a priori.
Should you demonstrate that you are deserving of being on the receiving end of unconditional care, I will do everything in my power to provide a gargantuan amount of it to you.I hardly ever openly belabour others, I am more likely to ignore or belittle my enemies with wanton scorn than directly confront them causing drama and arguments.
Alas, when conflicts prove unavoidable, and I have no choice but taking part in them, I opt for chicanery and subterfuge over violence.There is a fine line between my brazenness and cynicism and my honesty and sincerity, should you inquire about my opinions regarding controversial topics be forewarned that I teeter between them.
And speaking of disquisitions… I might not realize I bloviate a little at times, I apologize in advance for that.I like treating everyone the same way regardless of official position, social status or membership of whichever type of minority.
I judge you for your actions and your behavior alone.I like to commingle and dabble in new groups of people and new activities, I can’t say my repertoire of skills and contacts is eclectic, but I like partaking in pretty much every new type of experience and recreational activity as long as it doesn’t cause harm to others or to the economy.
When I hang out with friends or newfound friendly acquaintances, you can expect a jovial and lighthearted break from the unwritten customary rules and shared behaviors that regulate daily life and social interactions.
I will abandon my gravitas and gallivant gleaming with glee from cockcrow to dusk.I never miss the opportunity to enunciate how meaningless material possessions are to me, once we go beyond the bare minimum to live comfortably. I find solace in bonds, in achievements, in people.
Struggles over meager amounts of wealth or pretentious overly politicized philosophy always leave me etiolated and feeling unrewarded even when they are battles I win.My being flippant and irreverent is caused by my very own communication methods, it is not to be confused with actual lack of respect.
And if I prefer spurs of the moment to long term plans it it because I enjoy serendipitous encounters to planned events.If I care for you and you do not keep in touch with me often enough I will keep fretting over it and I will end up cutting ties with you altogether. That is because your tantalizing me slowly erodes and undermines my forbearance and hurts me subtly and inexorably.The salubrity of my bonds is inextricably entwined with the need to communicate often, and I am intransigent about it.
You can easily infer that if you intend not to give me the attention I need and deserve, you should go fornicate yourself instead of talking to me.The world is ripe with adversities, and I settle for nothing else than proving indefatigable and unassailable in the pursuit of the safety and wellbeing of my loved ones. And I demand the same towards me. Weakness is taboo when it comes to being there for friends, we are either tethered together or we are meaningless acquaintances, there is no middle ground.I would rather risk sullying a relationship by helping you grow better than sit idly and watch you perpetrate iniquity besmirching yourself in the process.
Doing what I can to help a friend become someone they can be proud of is a battle worth fighting for, even if the casualty of said battle consists of the privileged position a yesman would hold.If I am conspicuously wistful or despondent, I prefer to process my vicissitudes on my own, in a stoic and self sufficient fashion.
And in that regard I also often disparge my woes and my struggles to dragoon myself into avoiding complacency and lethargy, compelling myself to fight back against fate instead of submitting to it.Oh well… my soliloquy has protracted more than necessary.
I hope you can find these strewn aspects of my forma mentis useful, an holistic awareness of them is sure to aid you in your interactions with me.
Should the text prove too long, here is the shorter version: I am a fiercely loyal yet elitist playful trickster.
And I apologize for my lackluster english.DESIGN CHOICE: Some insight about the design of my fursona, explaining the reasoning behind its aspect.The main color of my fur is a crisp, refreshing SIERRA BLUE.
It is a light, airy shade that feels very open and clean.
This color is a tint, in color theory a tint is created by adding white to a pure hue, which makes it lighter and more pastel without necessarily making it look too dusty or muddy.
It is a bright sky-blue goat expected to be see as whimsical or innocent.
By giving my fursona this friendly, airy fur color, he can easily play the "innocent goat" act, It’s a good visual mask for his mischief.The secondary color of my fur is GHOST WHITE.
It is a pale neutral that sits on the border between off-white and very light grey.
It has a blue-grey base which makes it feel crisp, clean, and cold.
This color conveys calmness and purity.
When used on the neck, belly, inner thighs and rear, it gives my fursona a soft and approachable feel.
Since ghost white has a slight blue undertone, the transition between it and sierra blue will look seamless rather than jarring.
The combination of those two fur colors was conceived with the goal of being very chill and aesthetically pleasing palette.
It feels dreamy but sophisticated, not too loud, but definitely not boring.
Bright and vibrant while maintaining a cold palette that is not excessively eye catching.The horns and hooves are OLD LAVANDER.
That is a sophisticated, muted shade that sits right at the intersection of purple, grey, and brown.
It has a "moody" and "earthy" feel to it, it feels calm and vintage, it is a grown-up purple that avoids being too bright or sugary.The fur and the hooves and horns create a “high-low” contrast palette.
Since old lavander is darker and "muted," it gives the character a grounded, solid feel. It makes the harder parts of the anatomy look dense and natural.
It is also good for "framing" the character. It provides enough dark value to prevent the design from looking washed out or cloud like, giving the anatomy a sense of weight and structure.While blue and purple are analogous (next to each other on the color wheel), the fact that one is bright and the other is very desaturated creates an interesting dynamic where we perceive them as harmonious and they match the expected color difference between horns and fur.The eyes are LIME GREEN.
A very appropriate choice for a sly, silly goat.
Bright green eyes act like a neon sign for a trickster personality.
Against the cold to cool-neutral fur and horns, bright green eyes will absolutely pop, almost looks like they are glowing.
The fact only the eyes are warm and sparky will draw people’s eyes to them, it will make the eyes the focal point if his visage, while the darker parts provides anchors at the extremities making the character look vibrant, high-energy, and a little bit wild.
Blue and green are analogous, they don't clash, but the "Lime" intensity ensures the gaze doesn't get lost in the softness of the fur.Overall it is a very sophisticated looking character sheet palette! It’s balanced, themed, and has just enough "pop" with the eyes.When it comes to fur pattern and body shape, I typical caprine features, with the exception of the eyes, tail and fur pattern, they are rather cervid.
I did that chiefly because deers are gorgeous, and secondly to make my design a bit more unique.
The freckles on my thighs and lower back and the pink pink details add visual interest without being eye-searing.